Till death do us part

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 02:27:34 GMT

Just a little warning for everyone who lives around oakland township. Cops are going to a "Ticket Frenzy" they hired 30 new cops and got 30 new cars. Every cop who was part time is now full time. My dad said they will be pulling people over every 10 mins. So anything wrong with you car might need to be fixed now. *sigh* I'm getting my windshield replaced as soon as possible. Its only going to be for 30 days but i'm not sure when its going to start. Probably the first of Feb.

Also my hard drive on my computer officially died. bummer.

shitty

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 02:03:44 GMT

So today was lame...

Yesterday i went to the doctors and found out i have Tonislitus. So I MIGHT have to get my Tonsills removed...well my doctor said i cant be around anyone for 24 hours. So i couldnt go to school today and had to find someone to work for me. Then i wasnt allowed to leave the house. I sucked. I watched 5 movies and couldnt get a hold of josh until he finally called at 8:30 or so...not like we talked long any ways.

Trying to convince my brother to go out and get me butter pecan ice cream but its not working. :(

Havent had a cigg all day either...i'm cutting back and eventually going to quit. yay...i guess

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 04:16:54 GMT

So I've decided on a new years resolution...

Cut back on smoking

Not be so...me. Not be a mega bitch to everyone. Give people a chance. I hate how quick i am to yell at someone for doing something stupid. I really want to change that about me. I want to be the person who can just sit back and say nothing and just know in my head the other person is a dumb ass. I'm never like that...I wish i could have been shy.

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 03:28:02 GMT

The worst part about going back to school after long breaks is not being able to see Josh like i have almost every day for the last 2 weeks. *sad*

Today was lame, worked all day...Parin (SP?) got fired.

Tomorrow i think i' hanging out with Ashley...and possibly claire. Not sure what were going to do.

:( my room is freezing...

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 05:15:38 GMT

I HAVE THE MOST AMAZING BOYFRIEND EVER!!!!!

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 04:50:14 GMT

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Wed, 14 Dec 2005 03:52:10 GMT

Today was...alright.

worked allllllll day. It sucked because some kid stole our tips. haha it was really funny though because jessica and i were screaming at them. That was the only exciting thing about my day.

tomorrow claire and i are going to try and go out to breakfast again.

well i'm off to go look at some college stuff.

Sat, 10 Dec 2005 04:30:26 GMT

today sucked a lot...

got to work at 3:30, we were really slow, went on break and when i came back we got a rush of people we had an hour long rush then on and off we had a ton of people...we were so busy. Work was so rushed we almost forgot to do a bunch of things. I really really really wanted to see josh tonight, i'd give anything right now to just be in his arms right now...espically because i'm in a bad mood and he always makes me smile. I wont be able to see him until after 4 tomorrow because of work. I hate this. I miss out on so much. I could be spending so much more time with him, espically because i only get to see him on the weekends...I hate it. I just want to call him back and ask him to come over but he is hanging out with people so i wont.

I should go to bed anyways i have to get up at 10 tomorrow.

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 03:00:56 GMT

well today was good, woke up late for school which was terriable...my alarm clock has been really weird lately. oh well

went to Morgans after school to bake cookies with her and cassie, made the dough and waited around all day for it to harden enough...made about 5 trips to the store...lol

didnt make cookies...

went to national.

that was my day.

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 03:44:16 GMT

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! Thanks to Danny i found what i'm going to get josh for christmas!!!!! I'm so so so so so excited about it. I wanted to get him more than one thing, but from the looks of it, i think this is going to be all i'm getting him. Its a wee bit expensive but definatly worth it! I cant wait until Thursday so i can finish shopping for everyone. Still have no idea what i'm getting a few people...like Laura and Jessica so if anyone has any ideas give me a call.

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 09:26:42 GMT

well...i just died my hair. I hope it turned out good because both claire and i are drunk. I really wish it wasnt 4:30 in the morning so i could talk to Josh.

mom came home

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 03:45:42 GMT

today was a pretty alright day i suppose. Mom and grandma came home today and with TONS of gifts. they had to have just bought a suitcase and filled it with stuff they bought. I missed mom though, i'm glad she is home. Went christmas shopping, i know what i'm getting almost everyone if i havent gotten it already. all i have to get is my dad which i know what i'm getting him, cliare which should be easy, toni, and josh.

HUNNY!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FOR CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Work sucked...got out really late...but it happens, then went to Ariel's house to watch a movie with him, josh, and chris. Josh has been down since wednesday and we havent gotten a day to ourselves, except saturday for an hour before i had to go to work...Tuesday he is ALL MINE! Sooooo...fuck all you bitches i'm seeing my love for a day.

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 02:23:38 GMT

Today was fun, jessica and i went on a mission to find tip cups, but we are still out of luck. We might be able to use one of the kinds that we found at Target.

I cant believe how soon cristmas is comming and i've only gotten Corbyn's gift...and i figured out that i only get paid 3 checks before christmas. Shitty. I really hope that Cheryl needs me to babysit at least a couple times before christmas. I should be getting paid a lot more espically because i'm getting more hours so i guess thats good. REALLY WANT TO SEE JOSH!!!!!!! I'm so happy that he is going to be down here for a long time. yay.

Mom is still gone, dad and i havent had our beetles party yet, unless he had it without me last weekend. No one has died yet, but we still have another 5 days until mom comes home.

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 03:27:03 GMT

Just kind of a quick update -work today was good $7 each in tips although i made 8 banana splits (ick) -work all day tomorrow -hopefully seeing josh sometime this weekend -oh...and dad just blew a fuse in the oven and cant get it to work. Mom left today...he could have at least waited a couple days after she left to break it. *sigh* looks like lots of pizza.

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 05:23:28 GMT

my stomache is in so many knots right now...
I hate making josh upset.
I hate being stupid.
I hate being a hyprocrite.
...I'm sorry

happy halloween

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 03:42:54 GMT

ummmm.....
i love josh
yep.

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 02:09:13 GMT

wow...i wrote a really long entry and had to delete it.

I'm so fucking pathetic

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 18:16:06 GMT

HAPPY 5 MONTHS!!!!

I LOVE YOU!

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 04:50:01 GMT

this is claire on katys thing, so yeah.
I <3 you all

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 23:41:34 GMT

This whole week sucked...and this weekend is going to suck too...
I miss josh...a lot. I know i see him every weekend, and it didnt seem so bad after a while, but it does now. Especially with how depressed i've been lately. I just want to hold him :(

I think he is coming down tomorrow and i have to work at 6, then saturday i work 6-9:30 so hopefully my mom will let me go out after work, because in the morning we will be moving all their stuff in their new house. And i have to work sunday 4-7. Super shitty. So i'll barely get to actually spend time with him this weekend.

Mom and g-ma go out of state November 10th so hopefully i can spend a weekend up there while she is gone. Dad doesnt really ask questions. Ha ha...my dad still wants to have that Beatles party while my mom is gone, he is such a dork.

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 02:26:13 GMT

i'm officially the stupidest person in the world.
I'm taking things for granted.
I cant tell you how much i love you and how happy i am with you. You're everything to me. You're my best friend and the best boyfriend i could ever ask for. I'm stupid to let little things bug me, i'm stupid for posting entries about things i shouldnt even be mad about. I'm stupid for worrying that you're going to find someone else up there. I'm stupid for not just telling you how i felt right away and talking to you about it. I'm stupid for sitting in my room crying instead of just calling you.
The last 4 1/2 months i've been the happiest i've ever been in almost 4 1/2 years.

I cant tell you how sorry i am...and how stupid i feel. But i love you more than anything in the world and the only thing i should ever worry about is loosing you. I love everything about you. you make me the happiest person ever.

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 00:46:50 GMT

.....

Could it get any worse...

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 05:16:01 GMT

talk about a shitty sweetest day.
Nothing went as planned...not for me at least.
Cassie and i had a huge nice dinner planned. Nope. Didnt happen.
Picked up josh and we all had plans to go to paint creek. Danny wanted to go to coffee first...I was really excited about going because i never get to do anything fun with everyone else, like graffiti and haunted stuff. Nope...had to go to work and didnt have enough time.
wanted to see josh after work, had to babysit, he didnt tell me his parents were letting him stay out latter so i didnt cancel.

And to top it off...josh went out to eat at max and ermas with everyone...and i couldnt go...after planning on a nice dinner all week for me, josh, chris, and cassie...i cant even go out to eat with my boyfriend on sweetest day. i cant even begin to explain how i feel right now.

SHITTY DAY!

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 02:14:42 GMT

well today was probably the worst day i've had in a while. I went and got my oil changed and on the way home i got pulled over, my plates need to be re-newed, and its my mom's birthday so they wont come in for a few days or weeks. Couldnt find the proof of insurance either. The cop was a fucking bitch too. Almost was late for work, forgot my backpack in my car so i spent most of work sitting around doing nothing until laura came up there and offered to go get my bag, which was nice of her. She praticly starts next week working with us! yay! And had really bitchy people at work too...On top of all of that all i got my mother for her birthday was a card...i feel like shit. She gave me her class ring today because i said it was too expensive to buy one. She gave me something on her birthday and i didnt get her anything, i feel like a terriable daughter.... I want to see josh right now....seeing him makes me smile even if i'm in the worst mood...

I LOVE YOU!

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 19:17:57 GMT

Today has been good so far. Woke up and get ready to go to josh's. My mom stopped me and said that we needed to talk about my grades, they gave me this big long speach about how they trusted me when i siad i was doing homework at national, and they have been really leaniant, but now they have to cut back, when they showed me my grades my lowest grade was a B-. lol i was so worried. I definatly thought i was failing math. So that was good. Came over to josh's and he was sleeing, so i fell asleep and we didnt get up until his dad woke us ap at 2:10. I think when he goes home today i'm hanging out with ariel and cassie. Still have lots of homework to do, and have to dress up for Law class tomorrow...still have no idea what i'm going to wear.